Selasa, 26 Mei 2009

The Different

“and when I decide to go, take him to the moon so that the light of the moon can show me the face of an angel and fill every night so fine.”
-Alma
Bahasa: “dan ketika aku memutuskan untuk pergi, ambil dia ke bulan agar sinar dari bulan bisa menunjukkan kepadaku wajah seorang malaikat dan mengisi setiap malam dengan indahnya.”

Got the inspiration by

“and when I shall die, take him and cut him up in little stars, and he will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will fall in love with night and pay no worship to the garish sun.”
-Juliet

That’s all this post. No thing really important. I just want to share a bit.
Alma

Minggu, 24 Mei 2009

Listen for this one

this a song of Rob Pattinson and I think it is good, so stop and listen, okay?! I hope my share is good enough for you, guys. it is 'never think'.


Never Think - Robert Pattinson

and here is the lyrics


Never think


What's in your heart
What's in our home
That's all I want

You'll learn to hate me
But you still call me baby
Oh Lord
Just call me by my name

And oh, save your soul
save your soul
Before you're too far gone
Before nothing can be done


I'll try to decide when
Shall I win
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
To tell you to hold off
But you still hold on
It's the one thing that Iknown

Once I put my coat on
I'm coming out of this all wrong
She's standing outside holding me
She's saying oh please
I'm in love
I'm in love

Girl save your soul
Save your soul
Before you're too far gone
And before nothing can be done

'Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Hold on

Kamis, 21 Mei 2009

Life

Life is beautiful. Everyone says that.

Miracles of happiness, that’s what they got. Every time I was alone when it’s time to sleep, I feel the world so peaceful.

Every night, I dreams. Dreaming in the real world. I always dream what I suppose to be in the future, what I’ll be doing at my job, even how my life is going to be.

I closed my eyes and felt the silence around me. I repeated every moments I did at the past, whisper laughing, smiled, cried, whatever the moods are. And out of my feelings, I slept in the same mood.

In the morning, I felt the sadness. Sad because it was over. That’s why I love the night. Dark, silence peaceful condition, hmmm, so soft.

Life is like a routine things you must do every time. You can not run out of this. You can not hide yourself from life, because you have been there for your long life.

I love being alone. Thinking what I love to think and can not be disturb by anyone. When I feel I am in my life now, I took a deep breath to anything that can be happen in the future.

Make it simple now, your own life is yours.
Alma

Rabu, 20 Mei 2009

No Regrets for Me

Okay, I may write something about future, now. I just interest to all the logical things.

I am writing now, and what will have done in this page? Some paragraphs, right?

I am walking on the start line now, and I will have crossed the finish line at the end.

See? Everything we are doing now is just the way to fill out the blank in the future. Doing better things will make a better end. All I want to do know is just making a better future for my life. If you’re thinking…
“ah, there is a last chance before it ends.”

I think that will change your future life’s not as perfect as you dreamed on.

Have you ever thought about you past? How was your spare time, how was the time you were spending, and the things you regretted because you did something wrong? I’ve thought about it. As a human, I must have regretted something.

Example, my bad scores before because I underestimate it, my bad habbit, etc.

All people say “Regretting always come at the end”

My comment: Of course it does! There is no regretting at the first, right? and the name of regretting comes when you feels you did false.

It is just the same if you say “the finish line always at the end” that is a stupid thing, isn’t it?

How come the finish line always at the start, huh? A kindergarten student must have known about that one.

And if you do not want to be someone who regrets again, you must keep your self do the thing right. Anyway, there is no regretting for me. It was just a false thing I did. I don’t regret, because I know what I do.

If it was false, and then you must accept it ‘cause you did it. Just make sure the same thing that you’ll do next time won’t be like you did before.

And fill your future blank with no regrets.
Alma

Rabu, 13 Mei 2009

Happy Birthday, Robert Pattinson!



I am so obsessed with him! Laugh Out Loud

Listening

I was traveling my mind when the song started. I stared, don’t know exactly what I was staring. I kept my self discussing and fighting things. I was still far from my course place. I took a breath and tried to connect to the real world and it worked.

I listened to One Republic's songs just like usual. Prodigal, my best song of the album. I thought about friends, things, homework, and even the most unimportant thought I’ve ever thought.

It’s about someone who listens to people thoughts. You must have watched twilight movie, right? I was wondering is there someone that really listening to people thoughts? Like Edward Cullen does?

I got a friend, Tasha is her name. people said to me Tasha’s mother can read minds. I just knew it two months ago but I met her mom four months ago. Ya, I think she listened to mine, too. What was I thinking that day?

There is no privacy to us. As a daughter, Tasha couldn’t hide a thing even if she really don’t want her mom to know from her. It’s hard, very hard, to believe it.

Imagine, when you think your love life, and that means something you always hide from him, and he listens to your mind, what will you do? Go to hospital and then change your face, huh? Too bad.

Issues say my teacher at school does listen minds. I usually meet him on Friday, technology and communication class. When he entered the class, I started to stare at him and say ‘Can you read my mind? Can you read my mind? Can you? Answer me, sir. Can you read my mind?’.

And oh god, he stared back. He walked to my chairs, and sat next to me. I just could see his back because he sat to the left.

After I said my words, he looked at me like he was called by someone. Yeah of course, it was me. I met his gaze and his eyes looked like he had answered my question before. And then I smiled hesitantly and nodded.

He stood up after I thought he really listened to mine, and he went back to his chair in front of the class.

When I thought something, I talked to my someone who listens to mind.
“please, don’t listen.” I said like a silly child.

What did they do so they can listen to minds, actually?

And I got to my course place. My thoughts in car was so interesting, but I had to study that time so I couldn’t think of it over and over. Sometimes I think it again, again, and again.

Keep your minds safe, guys
Alma

Selasa, 12 Mei 2009

A Moment of Change

I’m sorry, but this blog won’t gonna be like you’d seen before. It’s changed—to be like an inspiration blog for me. I just read books by Stephenie Meyer and it was so unbelievable, so match with my mind, and it made me shook my head for a moment just to making sure that I was reading the best novel ever.

And, after thinking for a thousand years, I agreed to rewrite my blog. I thought my blog was not important, really. I know I can not write a nice writing like my favorite writer does, but I am going to make it myself by her novel to my inspiration.

So, don’t laugh, okay. I can be what I am dreaming to be, right? Just enjoy!

Alma